For years I’ve struggled with a fast-track mentality: I need to get this done now, go here then, achieve that by the time I’m X years old and the list goes on. I write about what feels like a race against the clock in “Doing life in the fast lane” and how while the first 50 years took their own sweet time, now the necessity to apply imaginary brakes in order to slow time… grips me with a palpable intensity. “There’s just not enough time,” becomes a familiar refrain. Yet I sense a shift, an infinitesimal settling, deep down, where my soul works out my purpose day in and day out—the feeling that maybe it’s okay if I sink back into my days, my hours, each moment. Go with it rather than fight against it, the ebb of time and its cyclical flow. A contentedness washes over me, as if I’m trying on this new season and it finally fits.
Are you a “fast-tracker” or go-with-the-flow type?
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Sep 16, 2017 @ 22:44:12
Good question at the end! After quitting leading the 4-H club, I’m finding that I have more time to enjoy the things that I once did.
Such simple things that I stopped doing when I became too busy have now become a part of my routine: going outside and cutting flowers so I can make arrangements indoors for everyone to enjoy; trying new recipes; and even organizing different rooms or drawers.
I’m hoping – like you – to take more time to savor these experiences and move into them rather than rapidly pass them by (or not do them at all).
Sep 29, 2017 @ 15:25:10
I love that! When we take time to for the simple things, the benefits can’t help but spill into the lives of others. It’s really the only way I can think of to slow down time just a little… at least the busy-ness part of it 😉